blah. blah. blah. not myself again.

..For Better Or Worse..

2009-07-21T15:09:00.002+08:00

This blog is in its renovation process..

Sorry for the inconvenience caused..

..Waffle..

2009-05-02T15:20:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a big day. I was very agitated to be there and the most important part was to be there before you arrived. Well, i know you very well. Someone should be there for you. So, i was there. The longer i waited for you, the more nervous i was. I started to giggle a little bit, plus it was very cold there and it was in the middle of the night.

I was wondering at which gate you were going to appear? I went to the international gate as i knew that your plane was the code-share plane. There was a possibility that you might came out from that gate.

Suddenly..

I saw a small figure, like a teddy bear in the domestic gate. Could it be you? Yes! That was you. However, i pretended that i did not see you. The moment i saw you out from the gate, i felt like hugging you but i knew i couldn't. Hehe..

And the journey for the two of us started there..

After so long, i met you again and in spite of our distance, i will not make it as an excuse for me to leave you alone in this world that are full with harmful things to you.

p/s: Seriously, you look nice with that waffle.

I Love You, FiFy..

..Suppressing..

2009-04-28T20:27:00.004+08:00

I believe that sometimes honesty is not the best policy. For the sake of people that i love out there, i think to suppress feeling would be the best thing to do for the time being. I love you all, though i am hurt with all of you. Perhaps one day i will rebel. Or perhaps i will not.

After all, we are all human and we make mistakes. I am hoping that this will not happen again.

I swear..

"I'M FEELING DOWN, OFFENDED, TAKEN ABACK, DISAPPOINTED, SAD!"

It's a lie to admit that i don't have any interests recently. I do want things like the others.
Only that i feel it might burden you and i prefer not to ask for it. I keep it to myself and pretend that i am fine with it. UNTIL NOW..

I am sorry that i have to say all this. I need someone to talk to, but of course not with all of you.
I think it is time for us to revise everything.

"FOR A BETTER FAMILY"

-angah-

..Toll Matter..

2009-04-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

I saw this article a few days ago. I am one of the highway users and i think that the smoothness and the tranquility of driving on the highway is worth-paying.

How about you??

..Tagged By Azim..

2009-04-04T15:46:00.004+08:00

The questions are:

1. Do You Think you're HOT???

Obviously not. I rarely received any compliments saying that i am hot. Poor me.. :-(

2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda?

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?

That is my youngest sister, Zara. She is so special, the same goes to her pictures.

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?

Erm.. The same date with Taufik. :-)

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?

Chris Brown - Forever

6. Apa yg sedang anda buat selain selesaikan tag ini?

Waiting for Fify to text me.

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan panggilan apa?

Puding!!

8. Tag lagi 6 org *soalan seterusnya ada kaitan dengan orang yang anda tag!

1. Farah Zariza

2. Ahmad Taufik

3. Ibrahim

4. Midin

5. Pana

6. Syaheera

9. Siapa No.1 pada anda?

So-called crush. HaHa.. Joking. :-)

10. Org No.3 ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?

Not so sure. Ibrahim, what do u think?

11. Kata sesuatu berkenaan org no.5

Girl mantap Japanese.

12.Bagaimana dengan org No.4?

Her girlfriend was once a roommate of my girlfriend. :-)

13.Siapa org No.2?

Roommate 3 tahun berturut2. Boleh menang anugerah da tu. Haha..

14. Bagi pesanan pada org No.6

Rindu zaman sekolah dulu. Biler nk reunion?

..My April..

2009-04-01T14:19:00.003+08:00

It's April now and it is one of the signals indicating that the final exam is just around the corner. I am not sure whether i have fully acquired all the knowledge needed. My mind is still blur and always thinking of craps. Where am i right now? I am hoping that i am being myself again and get ready for the final exam.

p/s: Hopefully i can fetch you at the airport, Teddy.. (^_^)

..MicroTeaching..

2009-03-24T20:47:00.003+08:00

I have completed my MicroTeaching today.
It was fun and the feeling of being a teacher is so great.
I am glad that it is all over now.
However, it doesn't mean that i don't want it anymore.
I am craving for the same or perhaps, more satisfaction.
And i just can't wait to teach.

-Ariffudin-

..Confused..

2009-03-21T14:58:00.003+08:00

I still remember the days we had a little sweet moment. I felt so glad that you were around but i was not sure about what you felt about it. You gave me some kind of happiness as you finally asked me to do something that i always wanted to do with you.. As the time goes by, i could sense that you are no longer around. What is happening to you and could it be because of me that you disappeared? Honestly, i am so sorry if i made a mistake to you and i don't mind if you want to change your mind..

All i wish now is for you to come back as i know that you will be even far away from me within these few months. I am longing for your come back and i always care about you..

Be good wherever you are..

-me-

..Worth Trying..

2009-03-16T15:25:00.007+08:00

We went to SACC Mall last week. [We: Me, Dayla & Taufik] The reason was just to make ourselves even more happier, apart from the fact that we had just received our allowance. Hehe.. Well, it took quite a long time for us to decide any restaurants [expensive one] to be tried. At last we decided to eat at:

-ASIARI or Asian Potpourri Restaurant-

We surveyed the menu & we were so shocked with the foods price. Still, we had to continue our plan to try their foods. We ordered, of course foods that are considered new and "ganjil" to us.

What we ordered:

++ This One Is Worth Buying As It Comes With Varieties Of Foods ++

++ Manggo Frappe: It does not taste like a real mango, unfortunately. ++

++ Nasi Goreng: Don't underestimate it. Nampak sedikit tapi mengenyangkan. ++

++ Side Orders Yang Sangat Menarik & Mengenyangkan ++

Hungry Now..??
(^_^)

..Awaking The Century [Part 4]..

2009-03-13T22:26:00.009+08:00

7th of March 2009 - Went Through Our Second Module

Venue: Faculty of Education

-Glad To Be There-
(^_^)

++ Our Group Name ++

++ "Cmana ni, Lalis? Apa mau tulis?" Said Dayla.

++ Keseronokan Menconteng. Hehe.. ++

++ Elin, tengah buat final check ke? Hehe.. ++

++ Done! ++

++ Love the day so much. ++

++ Rival ni.. Affif Car, Fahmi Metal, Top Book, Zul Streamyx ++

++ "Mimi, lambat lagi ka abis modul ni?" Kata Pa.

++ A Short Period of Recess Could Be So Enjoyable ++

++ Peace! ++

Should & Should Not Do..

++ Texting While Listening To The Lecture ++

++ Sleeping. Tengok Kamera. Ibrahim, Stop It! ++

++ It's Time to Go Back ++

We Are So Eager To Attend Our Third Module Next Semester..
Bye..

..Unexpected..

2009-03-13T22:17:00.003+08:00

Zara throwed my phone! Results:

++ Internal Screen Spoiled ++

++ Insert Sim Card?? ++

HuHu..
Pengajaran.. Pengajaran..
(^_^)

..Tagged By ::ChArM's::..

2009-03-09T00:21:00.005+08:00

Tagging Rules:

* Open your library [iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc]

* Put it on shuffle

* Press play

* For every question, type the song that’s playing

* When you go to a new question, press the next button

* Once completed, tag 5 other people.

Opening Credits:
Shayne Ward - Breathless

Waking Up:
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

First Day At School:
David Arculeta - Crush

Puppy Love:
D'Masiv - Cinta Ini Membunuhku

Fight Song:
Bunkface - Situasi

Breaking Up:
Rihanna - Cry

Prom:
Leona Lewis - Take A Bow

Life is Good:
Jordin Sparks - No Air

Driving:
Sudirman - Salam Terakhir

Flashback:
Evanescence - My Immortal

True Love:
Imran Ajmain - Seribu Tahun

Wedding:
Agnes Monica - Matahariku

Moment of Triumph:
Delta Goodrem - Together We Are One

Death Scene:
Hujan - Jiwa Kelajuan

Funeral Song:
Rihanna - Disturbia

End Credits:
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Represent

*Not tagging anyone. Huhu..

..Represent..

2009-03-01T19:07:00.004+08:00

We had a mock meeting last Wednesday for Meeting subject.

It was fun, although we had to deal with a lot of preparations.
Thanks to my colleagues for their never ending commitment.

Ibrahim
Zanah
Vannessa
Amar
Nik
Faris

As a so-called 'Principal', i would like to express my appreciation to all of you.
Thanks a lot, Guyz!

And now,
i had once becoming

"A Principal"

..Tagged By Sya [Black Riding Hood Stories]..

2009-02-24T22:16:00.003+08:00

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Mohd Ariffudin

2. A four Letter Word : Myth

3. A boy's Name : Mikail

4. A girl's Name : Muhaini

5. An occupation : Mastermind

6. A colour : Magenta

7. Something you'll wear : Maroon Shirt, Maybe. HeHe..

9. A food : Mee Goreng Daging

10. Something found in the bathroom: Mop

11. A place : Maldives

12. A reason for being late: Moving from one place to another

13. Something you'd shout : Mak Oi...!!!!

14. A movie title : Marley & Me

15. Something you drink : Milo 3 In 1 [I'm Such A Lazy Person] HaHa.. (^_^)

16. A musical group : My Chemical Romance

17. An animal : Moose

18. A street name : Muara Baru Street

19. A type of car : Myvi

20. The title of a song : Moonlight Shadow by Groove Coverage

I'm tagging:

TAUFIK
FARAH ZARIZA
IBRAHIM

..Sudden Addiction..

2009-02-22T18:48:00.005+08:00

I had a sudden addiction this evening.

It is actually an addiction with a song.
Farah loves the song so much,
that makes me wonder how best the song is.
Even Taufik loves the song, as well.
I am getting more enthusiastic to listen to the song.
So, i switched on Taufik's laptop,
searching for the song.

Nah!
I finally managed to listen to the song.
It is very good and cool.
I don't really like that genre of music previously,
but this time, i think i am starting to like it.
I just love it & I can't stop listening to the song this evening.
I might look outdated but seriously, that is who i am..

"The Blurry & The Outdated One"

Wanna know the song??

It is actually a song from:

-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus entitle Represent-

Thanks to Farah & Taufik for introducing the song to me.
(^_^)

..Awaking The Century [Part 3]..

2009-02-21T20:57:00.005+08:00

20th of February 2009 - Hooray Hooray At Bukit Bintang

Venue: Pavillion, Bukit Bintang
Photographer: Me! So Called The "Puding Cullen" (^_^)

-Keeps Getting Better-

++ Their First Time ++

++ Longing For Zainudin, Perhaps ++

++ The Trio ++

++ Taufik Might Be Thinking About Creating A New Parody ++

++ The Happy Faces ++

++ Watch Out! You Might Fall In Love With Her ++

++ The Stunning Five ++

++ We're Done With Eating ++

++ Perfect Position, Based On Height ++

++ Top Models In Action ++

++ We Were There.. Food Republic ++

++ Bride Wars But With Mobile Phone & A Bottle ++

++ Still, They Live Happily Ever After ++

-To Be Continued-

Beware.. You Know You Love Me.. xoxo

-Gossip Boy-

..Authenticity..

2009-02-17T21:59:00.005+08:00

Morning:

Today was not a very good day, actually.
I had to woke up early due to my unfinished study of Methodology.
I drank Nestum only for breakfast.
I saw a shadow passing by next to my room
but
when i checked it, nobody was there.
So creepy & Taufik said, it might be the "Penunggu Rumah".

Noon:

I made my last preparation for the Methodology Test.
Taking my bath, etc.
Then i went straight away to the Faculty.

During The Test:

The time given was an hour.
However, there were 7 questions & i might need more than an hour. Unfortunately, we had to complete the test in av room.
With no table, sitting on the floor & writing on the chair.
It was terrible as i suffered backache recently.
Thus, I could not do well in my test and i was so frustrated.

It made me feel that the result of the test will be inauthentic.
Due to the environment of the test.
There goes all of my preparation.

Now, i am looking forward for the second test.
And i hope it will not be the same again..

-Gambatte Kudasai!!-

..Awaking The Century [Part 2]..

2009-02-16T14:13:00.007+08:00

13th of February 2009 - Spreading Wings In Shah Alam

Venue: SACC Mall
Photographer: Of Course.. Me! (^_^)

-As We Go On-

++ Dayla Yang Syumil ++

++ Well Planned Colours Of Shirts ++

++ He Missed Spaghetti So Much ++

++ Dayla & Taufik Ordered Five Glasses Of Pepsi In One Go ++

++ Colours Of The Wind, Unlikely... ++

++ Happy Four Friends ++

++ Not So Natural ++

++ What? Got Class Now?!! ++

++ It's Pay Time ++

++ Dayla Already Got Hers, Lalis Is Still Waiting & Ellin?? ++

++ Remaja-Remaja Riang ++

++ Perhaps, They Are Available ++

++ A Moment With The Photographer ++

-To Be Continued-

Beware.. You Know You Love Me.. xoxo

-Gossip Boy-

..Perhaps, I'm Like That..

2009-02-13T23:38:00.009+08:00

"Anak Tengah"

Biasanya, anak tengah lebih pelik sedikit dari anak-anak yang lain. Mereka lebih gemar berdikari dan membuat hal-hal sendiri. Ini kerana mereka adalah antara yang paling kurang 'favourite' di kalangan adik-beradik yang lain. Seringkali mereka juga terasa terpinggir. Dalam banyak hal mereka merasakan diri mereka dipaksa untuk mengalah kepada si sulung atau si bongsu. Sebab itu di kalangan mereka juga kadangkala mudah dilanda tekanan. Oleh itu, anak tengah juga cuba untuk melakukan yang terbaik bagi diri mereka tanpa mengharapkan bantuan orang lain.

Karektor :

ü Lebih berdikari berbanding dengan si sulung atau adik beradik yang lain.
ü Lebih percaya dengan keyakinan sendiri.
ü Suka mencuri perhatian dengan cara tersendiri.
ü Sering merasakan diri mereka terpinggir.
ü Terlalu mengalah.

Seriously, all the characters that are stated above has something related to me. I like the first, second and the third characters. For the fourth one, i believe we as human are born to behave like that. We might feel isolated as a result of making mistakes or perhaps, we are asking for it. We wanted to be alone but at the same time, we feel that we are being isolated from the society. I love to "mengalah" when it comes to things, especially when my siblings are interested with the same things that i wanted. What to do, it's me..

No matter what it is, i am happy to be "Anak Tengah" & to Abah and Mama, thanks for being such a good and wise parents. Both of you are the best in the world..

"I Love You So Much, Abah & Mama.."

..And It Feels Like?..

2009-02-02T21:30:00.003+08:00

This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a man with a broken heart.
But no matter what,
you'll never see me cry.

I'm like a shadow now,
Untraceable but detectable,
You can see me but you can't feel me.
Because you are now meant to be with someone else,
And i surrender...

..Back To Basics..

2009-01-23T18:46:00.003+08:00

I still remember the day i checked the IPTA's entry result that night. It was 3 in the morning. My parents were at my back standing & waiting for the result to appear. I was so shocked and glad as i was accepted for the TESL programme. 3 years had passed like blowing wind and now i am at UiTM Shah Alam doing my second year Degree. Another 1 year and a half to go before i am off to Kota Kinabalu again. To Institut Perguruan Gaya.

Currently, i miss Kota Kinabalu. These are among things that i missed:

Kota Kinabalu Airport [I heard it's getting bigger and luxurious]
HaHa.. Uncle Idris Taxi. [The best taxi driver that we the gaya's ever met]
Tanjung Aru maybe, though the beach is not very clean for the past few years.
Centre Point or i could say the heart of Kota Kinabalu.
Warisan Square [Where all the branded things are]
Yeah! Waterfront. [So nice to stay on a jetty at night with wind blowing at ur face]
UMS, perhaps. [As i always sent my girlfriend there. HeHe..]

Lots, and lots more...

Place that i planned to go if there is an opportunity:

One Borneo Kota Kinabalu [Bigger than Midvalley bha tu. HeHe..]

Hurm..
There are a lot of things and happiness that you can find in Kota Kinabalu.
The language is also not very tough. [My friends said that i already master it & that's why i am named as "Sabahan Celup"]

To Kota Kinabalu,
I wish we can be together again because i miss you so much.

To Fify,
The memories that we had together there would always be in my mind.

I'm looking forward to go to Kota Kinabalu again.
I hope i have the chance to go there...

..Sad..

2009-01-19T18:53:00.001+08:00

I AM SAD NOW..

..I Need Time..

2009-01-08T14:56:00.003+08:00

"People Made Mistakes, So Did I"..

I knew it was my fault and it was not my real attention to stay quiet. You are always in my mind since that freaky day. We went there together and in the end, we split. I did not expect this thing to happen in the first place. Though we fought that day, it's true that i would never forget the day. Trust me, i did not have any intention to abandon you in the first place. You will not understand if i explain the real reason & i do not want you to know, either. I need time & i am at the wrong side. I admit that. I really want to say sorry for what i have done to you but not for the time being. I'll do that when i am ready.

You are one of my best friends and you will always be. I'll never forget you..

p/s: I hope you read this entry, My Dear Best Friend.

Sincerely,
-Me-

..Thanks For The Memories..

2008-12-30T22:13:00.006+08:00

Nothing to say..
I enjoyed that day very much..
And one thing for sure, i will bear in mind that day for ever..

- Seriously, You Triggered My Heart That Day -

Thanks For The Memories, My Dear FiFy.. (^_^)

..Mistaken Identity..

2008-12-15T21:09:00.003+08:00

I was deeply in love with the "Cekodok" that i had during that time. Plus, i dipped it with "Kuah Kacang" and it was really really delicious. I was so into it. Hehe.. However, due to my lack of concern to whatever i had on my plate, i chewed something elastic but it tastes good. It had the taste of "Kuah Kacang" as well.

"Expect the unexpected"..!

I chewed it for many times and it remained the same. So, i started to feel confused with it. I spit it out and jeng, jeng, jeng..

Guess what it is..

It was actually a part of rubber-band but it merely looks like a small slice of carrot..
Thank God! I nearly swallowed it. Huhu..

-See! It does looks like a small slice of carrot-

..Kenduri..

2008-12-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

What i like about holiday:

Play with my youngest sister - Zara
Going to "Kenduri Kahwin"
Feel free [No assigment, etc.]
Can wake up late
Can sleep late
Breakfast is there on the table
Lunch, Tea Time, Dinner & Supper also there
Can wash my clothes using washing machine.
Eat on plate, not "tapau". Hehe..
Can grab everything in the refrigerator.
Feed my arowana fish everyday.
Going everywhere by car.

You??

..p/s: I Love You..

2008-12-01T22:58:00.004+08:00

FiFy,
You are what i have been waiting for that day.
Perhaps, you noticed how excited and happy i was when we finally met.
It was such a memorable moment though i have to wait at the departure gate for a long time.
Never mind because i am doing it for you.

-Nice Smile, Dear-

-Love Stick. Thanks So Much-

I really hope that we can meet again.
Because during the time i write this entry,

"I Miss U So Much"

Note: Sorry, Guyz. Jiwang. HeHe.. No kutuk2 ok?? (^_^)

..Sweet 21..

2008-11-24T22:57:00.003+08:00

It takes a long time for today to come.
Today is my birthday..
And i am so glad that now, i am 21 years old..
[I know that some people hate their birthday]

"Happy Birthday" to me!
(^_^)

These are among the people who appeared in my inbox:

FiFy My Sweetheart
AjaN
MaMa, Abah & Family
Ridhwan Isa
Ahmad Taufik
Ellin
Shahrul
Solihah
Kayron
Firdaus Yahya
Ibrahim Ismail
Bank Islam [Unexpected One]
Celcom [Birthday Wish + Xpax Bonus For 7 Days]
Maxis [Birthday Wish + Free Calls For The Day]
Azzirra
Along
Mimi Chan

Thanks All..

p/s: This list will be updated as the time goes by.

..Awaking The Century..

2008-11-18T23:07:00.004+08:00

17th of November 2008 - The Ngeks' Day Out
Venue: Bukit Bintang Area
Photographer: ..Me.. (^_^)

-Reminiscing The Memory-

Spotted: The Ngeks Is Posing.

Spotted: It Takes Two To Tango.

Spotted: They Say, "Friendship Lasts Forever".

Spotted: Beware Of The Camera!

Spotted: Nothing's Really Over.

Spotted: Be Careful What You Wish For..

Spotted: Smile With Your Eyes.

-To Be Continued-

Dear The Ngeks..
Beware.. You Know You Love Me.. xoxo

-Gossip Boy-

..Boy's Day Out..

2008-11-16T22:28:00.003+08:00

Venue:
Sunway Pyramid

Starring:
Me, Taufik & Sirhajwan
Adi & Nui [Accidentally met.]

This is what had happened to me, despite the happiness that we made.

Actually, i had no intention to go out this morning. When I saw sir suddenly dressing up, I wondered where he was going. When he informed me that he was going to Sunway Pyramid, alone, I was shocked. Alone? Sunway Pyramid? I mean, it's dangerous for him to go there all by himself. So Taufik and I decided to accompany him with our own agendas.

Dalm komuter suddenly ada sorang budak kecik ni nangis. So loud sampai budak tu jadi the centre of attention . Hehe.. At first tension gak tp bcoz i like children, no biggies la.

Depan Sunway ada jejantas yang aku rasa orang yang buat tu xfikir betul2. Jejantas tu xde jalan masuk yang betul2. Terpaksala aku menyelinap g tempat sempit semata-mata nak naik jejantas tu.

Plan first nak g ambil duit. So cari CIMB punye ATM xjumpe. Taufik suruh tanya receptionist tu. Aku pun g la. Ntah cmane tibe2 aku boleh tanya receptionist tu cmane nak g tempat wayang. Xtanya tentang ATM tu. Huhu.. Jgn marah ek, Top.

Waktu nak g beli tiket, salah beratur pulak. Kitorang g beratur kat tempat untuk orang yang da buat booking. Malu skejap td. Keh3..

Aku tersampuk dekat escalator. Nasib baik xjatuh.

Lepas makan, aku tersalah escalator. Aku nak naik tapi g escalator yang turun. Ntah cmane tibe2 aku blur waktu tu. Kenyang sangat kot..

G Popular ada pulak orang buat promosi UPAX. Aku pun sambarla. Hehe..

-The End-

..She..

2008-11-15T22:49:00.004+08:00

"She" captured this picture for me.. "She" sent me this picture..

This picture is so beautiful and lovely..
And in my heart,
it is as beautiful & lovely as
"She".

..Sayonara..

2008-11-15T21:35:00.009+08:00

Part 3 is over.

We finished our last paper this evening.
[Educational Psychology]
It was such a relieve knowing that the paper was over.
Taihen desu ne [Japanese] or It is quite tough [English].
Hoping the best from it.

Leisure time,
We went to Section 18.
Eat a lot plus gossiping.
With Gossip Boy, Taufik & Gossip Girl, Farah.
Sirhajwan, as well.

Venue: McDonald Section 18, Shah Alam

Caught in the act:

Farah at the baby's shop..

Going to miss u guyz a lot this holiday..
Safe journey back home..
Ki o tsukete kudasai..
See u guyz again next semester..
InsyaAllah..

Sayonara..

..Dear McDonald..

2008-11-13T22:44:00.004+08:00

I have eaten McD for about 5 times already and this is the issue that is haunting my mind:

Kalau u guyz perasan, McDonald used plenty of papers for packaging. Definitely, it is not good for the environment. (Korang pun tau kan paper is made from what..)
Burger2 McD tu actually membosankan. Besa2 jak pun.
Compare McD and KFC, KFC is preferable. Lebih kenyang. Haha.. (Message For Taufik: Let's go to KFC PAS or Section 18. KFC PAS la sebab ko kata ayam dia besar. Keh3..)
Baru jap td aku makan McD, pastu kena layan kureng ckit sbb cashier tu da penat kot. Nak kata orang ramai sgt xjugak. Ntahla. Ppun, u hurt me a lot, woman!