Tuesday, April 28, 2009

..Suppressing..

I believe that sometimes honesty is not the best policy. For the sake of people that i love out there, i think to suppress feeling would be the best thing to do for the time being. I love you all, though i am hurt with all of you. Perhaps one day i will rebel. Or perhaps i will not.

After all, we are all human and we make mistakes. I am hoping that this will not happen again.

I swear..
"I'M FEELING DOWN, OFFENDED, TAKEN ABACK, DISAPPOINTED, SAD!"

It's a lie to admit that i don't have any interests recently. I do want things like the others.
Only that i feel it might burden you and i prefer not to ask for it. I keep it to myself and pretend that i am fine with it. UNTIL NOW..

I am sorry that i have to say all this. I need someone to talk to, but of course not with all of you.
I think it is time for us to revise everything.

"FOR A BETTER FAMILY"

-angah-

7 comments:

  1. I've learnt to express mine, and I believe it fixes a lot.

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  2. Ibrahim:

    I don't noe y. I just can't express myelf as i am afraid i might hurt them. That is y i choose to keep quiet. :-(

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  3. I think u should do the same thing Ibrahim did, hubby...

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  4. I don't noe, dear. I just don't have the guts to do it. :-(

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  5. Well, doesn't mean you got to share with people in concerns ere. Express it to people who you trust around you (i.e. your housmate? ahem) is good enough to make sure it doesn't explode abruptly.

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  6. Already, Ibrahim. After all, i believe it all depends on me. To express alone will not guarantee anything. I should do something. God, Please give me courage! :p

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  7. under renovation ar.. hmm..

    salam singgah nways.. ehehe.. ;p

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